No real words can explain just how I feel for Chantal. I can't now nor will I ever be able to find the right words to show just how complicated my feelings for her are. An odd compilation of confusion, infatuation, love, caring, other feelings that have no name all combined into one massive confusing hulk of emotion. Constantly morphing as I try to reason it out, my feelings for Chantal so strong that not even I can comprehend. And I don't even know why.

I met her freshman year at Health Careers HS, she was part of this amazingly weird group of people that would hang out towards the back of the lunch area and ... hang out. I was somehow brought into this group and was ... not really instantly in love with her.